npa perlu berpura-pura ! ermmmmm ~

Assalamualaikum , hye reader ! ermmm , mnyntuh sal tittle diatas . 'NPA PERLU BERPURA-PURA?' msti ada sbb dea kn ? mgkin slh 1 drpd sbb dea ermmmm ."EGO" , ego . ego . ego . npa kaw salu jaa semak dlm hdp urg ? haishhhhhh . ukeyh laaa , dgr cita neyh , maw share neyh . ermmmm , smlm . dh siap2 bkemas , kmi pn gerak sua p airport . huh . dlm ati mmg berat maw c tggl fmly . tp maw wt cmna kn . tuh suma ktntuan-NYA .ak d antr p tmpt jau2 . spnjg jln , my dad c nasihat ak . huh . untg cgt sbb dpt dady ygcm2 . bkn apa , bla dea nasihat , ermmm , nda dpt ckp owh . SPEECHLESS . ALL OF SUDDEN ! maw taw pa nasihat dea , gni neyh "bljr kaw rjin2 cna , jgn lpa kuat2 smbhyg , jan lpa bca QURAN . rjin2 bca BISMILLH , nda pa laaa . 1 thun ja kaw cna .iGT psann neyh . wlpn 1 thun jaa kaw cna igt , mcm2 yg kaw lalui nti . jga dri , jan wt bnda bkn2 ! jdi laa ank yg baek " fllstop ! smpai c2 jaaa . pas2 suasana jd snyi sepi neyh . ak diam jaaaa . than jaa airmata ak , wlupn airmta ak bkaca2 sua neyh , skali jtuh , naaaa , nda sua maw brnti tuh , nsb baek dea nda jtuh . nda jtuh kunun ! pdhl psing blkg bnjr sua . uwwwwaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! npa suma neyh msti ak yg lalui ahhh . adeq pmpuan ak rilex jaa dea tggl d uma . dea ckp nda maw stdy jau2 ! untg laa dea kn ! tp smpai blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . pejam celik ! smpai jua kmi d aiport twu , nda taw laa npa . ak rsa tmpt neyh laaa ak plg bnci . sbb ak taw , bla ak p cni msti d0rg antr ak p tmpt jauu . shit ! ermmm , KL ? again . bkn dkt tuh , nda buli saitu jln kaki . smpai2 jaa kmi , trus check in . then g surau , smbhyg asar ngn mymum . ermmm , pas2 . kmi mkn2 jeruk g smntra maw tggu ak chck in . huh . cita2 , pnya cita . tba sua msanya ak chck in msuk dlm . ermmmmmm , tuhan . tyme neyh laa ak plg benci !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ak cedeyh . cedeyh . tp ak eg0 . ak tahan suma tuh . ak cium tangn mumy bnyk kli . then pluk cium dea . ak nda pdli suma urg tguk c2 . ! lpas peluk ak tguk mka dea . YA ALLAH ! my mum nangesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ! uwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . mta ak bekaca2 sua . ckit lg airmta ak jtuh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn . ak trus gerak , ak toleh2 blkg teda sua d0rg ! pas2 ak pn ddk laaa . smtra mnggu d pggl . tyme tuh laa airmta ak deras . laju jaa mngalir ! neh ! tuh laaaaa , than g . akhrnyaa jtuh jua ! uwaahhhhhhh . hp ak bbnyi ! upanya mymym cll . len sua suara deaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . 0mg ! cedeyhnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . nanges upanyaaaaaaaaa ! sma laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . mumy ! mahal na mahal kta ! mish na mish kta !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pliz2xxx ! d0akn yg trbaek tuk anakmuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu . ak jni bljr jua ak rajin2xxxxxxxxxxx ! mumy pgg tuh kta2 kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu . uwwaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . mish u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(